This is breakup song

Oct. 2nd, 2025 03:32 pm
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Back in early 2014, I wrote a song about breaking up with with Jonathan, who did not want to let go. It does have a melody, I never recorded it, and it's definitely a Nerdcore song. I went on to marry the next guy I went out with.


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This is a breakup song
That's a song about breaking up
I need to write a wrong
You seem to think we're making up

Chorus
This is a breakup song
I need you to sing along
You think that we're still on
That's why I had to write a breakup song

Instead of making love to you
I said I'll just watch David Tennant
Now Saturday night's with Doctor Who
I guess you didn't think I meant it

Now that I have pressed Ctrl-C
You want to chat, email and Skype
But I won't take you back just cause
All of a sudden you can type

Chorus

Now that I have turned my back
There's flowery poetry in the mail
Timing is the thing you lack
Your ex post facto's made of fail

It's great you have a Khajit rogue -
I'm sure her lips are sweet and furry
My ripped Nord fighter's name is Logan
He's calling me, I'd better hurry

To sing this song, it may be cruel
But in D&D there is a rule
That we should all think on't hard
Before we ever piss off a Bard!

This is a breakup song
Could you please just sing along
You think that we're still on
Now I'm singing all about this breakup
Tried to tell you but you wouldn't wake up
With someone new you'll have to take up
That's why I had to write this Breakup Song
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Didn't realized it had one to be honest, but I know I'll be enjoying it all the same.





Hang in there Legosi
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Lunar: Eternal Blue Complete



System: PSX
US Release: December, 2000

I just can't get over how cute Ruby is here.

Community Thursday

Oct. 2nd, 2025 06:29 am
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Community Thursday challenge: every Thursday, try to make an effort to engage with a community on Dreamwidth, whether that's posting, commenting, promoting, etc.


Over the last week...

Commented on [community profile] booknook.

Commented on [community profile] getyourwordsout.

Posted on [community profile] bnha_fans... Going to go back to doing that weekly for a few months as the watch-along for the FINAL (!!! 🤯) anime season begins this weekend!

Signal boosts:

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Let's dive right in, shall we? (you know you are a knitter when you accidentally typo "shall" as "shawl").

A spreadsheet table showing the various creative things I did in September.
[Image Description: A spreadsheet table showing the various creative things I did in September. I spent 7 hours and 40 minutes on crochet, 3 and a half hours knitting, a whopping 10 hours on my Small Web project, and 4 hours writing fic.]

That was only from September 15th. I also did over 4 hours of knitting from the 1st to the 15th, and numerous hours working on my [community profile] smallweb project (I didn't track it for the beginning of the month, but I'm guessing about 7-10 hours?)

Folks, all this creativity has been doing WONDERS for my mood. Usually I mark the "how do you feel about today?" question in Finch as only 2 or 3 stars, but lately it's been consistently 4. I feel better about myself these days, and am starting to feel like maybe, just maybe, I *do* have the oomph to be a productive, organized adult and still do my passion projects. I still have a ways to go on that, but it feels in the realm of possibility, and that's a GOOD thing.

I completed one item this month, and that was a very basic knitted kitty from a kit I picked up at Five Below, which I wouldn't have picked up if there hadn't been a thread on Ravelry in which someone was lamenting that Five Below was selling such a thing. (1) Bwuh? I don't get their logic at ALL; (2) hey cheap craft kits LET ME AT THEM. I bought two for my birthday, the knitted kitty and a crochet Halloween Stitch, which I still need to complete. But I was pleasantly surprised at the quality for the kits! They only cost $4 for the kitty and $5 for the Stitch, and they had everything you need PLUS really good instructions. I mean, the knitting kit had instructions showing you how to do the knit stitch in the English method for both left and right handers. WOW!

[community profile] smallweb: I did SO MUCH on my Neocities site! I finished porting over the FFBE Season 1 script and all my FFXIV "summaries" to date, and have finished FFXI for Bastok missions up to rank 5 as well as the first expansion, Rise of the Zilart. I'm very pleased! I'm hard at work now on FFXI's Chains of Promathia, but I've exhausted what I have the game logs for, which means I need to go on my documentation alt and play some more, oops.

Writing: FOLKS! It is rare that I write fic. ANY fic writing from me is a cause to celebrate. So the fact that I have THREE fics in the works is astounding, and that doesn't count my [community profile] 1character stuff. I'm having fun with the fic, but haven't worked on it in a few days. Need to get back to it. But I also need canon review, which might mean replaying some patches in FFXIV/doing a particular job's storyline.

SO yeah, VERY successful month, especially since my contract job has spun up again and I've worked 13.5 hours two weeks ago and 15 hours last week. I did all THIS and also worked? WOW. JUST, WOW.

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Oct. 1st, 2025 07:39 pm
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+ My brain is mush. We dock sometime during tonight, so tomorrow will be another hectic day. Thankfully come Friday I shall have freedoooommmm.

+ I want a Big Barda icon but I'm too zapped to make one *sulk*

Maybe after I've had my shower.

+ Not helping: my mom constantly asking me when I can come see her in Oslo, and for plans this Christmas when she'll be visiting and living at my brother's. I do not have capacity for this. Love her to bits but it's tough to convey that SOCIAL BANK EMPTY, PLAN QUEUE FULL.

+ Booked my flu shot for next Thursday. Apparently they're not doing Covid shots at the doctor anymore, boo. And the only information I can find is that it becomes available week 42. Hopefully I manage to get in there early enough that it will mostly be in full effect by the time I go to Thailand.

+ One Battle After Another will be showing at the small local cinema next week. There's been some very positive buzz. I may try to lure some friends to come with.

+ Decided to try and move away from using GoodReads, and so far StoryGraph seems a good fit. I know there's quite a few options out there, but I only made it through two before settling on StoryGraph. (Fable being the second option, but just way too busy for me. Someone looking for a move involved and social experience might vibe with it!)

One of the fun things is you can make your own book lists or challenges. I started putting together a small Queer Comics one. I could only find two other comic/graphic novel challenges by searching, so that's certainly a void in need of filling that's what she said.

Anyways, I'm here, in case anybody else is stretching their wings.

Sad eta: Jane Goodall has passed.

So the Government is shutdown

Oct. 1st, 2025 10:41 am
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How's that working for ya? Still think donald trump is your president?
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Checked in for [community profile] getyourwordsout! It feels gooood to have met my monthly goal, for once :D I'm still desperately behind but it feels like I'm happily waddling along so it's all good. I'm learning and making progress!

Not having a title for the cursed witch is starting to feel like a loose teeth I can't stop poking at. I have a potential "series" title, although I just had an insight that if that feels like too much, I probably can smash the two sequel ideas I had into one book and make it into a hopefully more manageable duology instead, BUT also I know everything often ends up longer than expected, but also I end up thinking about how to contrast the book titles except that I have no titles at all yet!! Lol.

Come to me, title, come to me... *lays down breadcrumbs and hides around a corner in wait*
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We should rethink how we teach people to code | deadSimpleTech 

(on using HTML as a first coding experience)

Got this link from alis.me, where they cringe at HTML but also say, "...actually, yeah, huh...they have a point."

Like Alis, I learned basic HTML because I wanted to make a page on Geocities.  That was it.

And it worked!  HTML was easy for me, a total coding newb, to learn and use!  I made my little page, with its very simple formatting and hand-coded list of links to individual pages with my individual fanfics on them, with my little webring images/links on the bottom.  It was fun and I felt like I had MADE A THING!  A thing that I kept until Fanfiction.net made posting fanfic (and actually having people read it) easier.

So even though that page came and went...I still use what I remember of HTML, and I've continued to use it throughout my life.

I used it on Livejournal to make my own journal templates and code in my italics and quotes and stuff before we had rich text post editors.  I used it on PILLOWFORT for cripes sake, to help apply a style somewhere, I think.

I also feel that crappy HTML website honestly taught me a lot about how the web works, and how to be resilient and independent later in the age of "you don't need to know how this works, just use our slick app where you can customize only the things we want you to!"  ("Yeah, fuck you", says the girl who coded her own shitty webpages back in the day and spent a lot of time figuring out how to get the colors on her LJ page JUST RIGHT.)

It also gives me...I dunno, appreciation for hand-made things.  Yes, maybe that webpage was a bit janky, but it was MY JANK.  I knew it was there and if I didn't fix it, it was probably because it didn't really bother me that much.  It was an inoculation against perfection and against perfectionism.

And the HTML gateway drug has been actually useful in real life, too.  In addition to being able to handcode a link by muscle memory if it's convenient, I have also multiple times run into instances where it was actually professionally useful. I still remember being the savior who helped my professor force his submitted abstract to properly format his gene names because though he had to paste it into a plaintext input box, I was the one who realized that it was a plaintext box that would parse html tags. 

Basic web coding also leads to better computer literacy and the most useful skill of "not being afraid of poking about in settings", which has put me head and shoulders above so many others who are "afraid they'll break it" and thus never understand how their software works or half the settings it offers.  Having to find my own jpegs and such directly led to knowing how to screencap something and crop it for a "good enough" web or presentation graphic (I was a minor celebrity at my last job for showing people how to do just that.)  Needing to crop or resize things also led to teaching myself use of basic image editors (reinforced by needing to make my own LJ icons, of course), which helped a lot when PowerPoint and Illustrator became a thing.

Heck, being on Livejournal also taught me about RSS feeds, which the modern internet can pry from my COLD DEAD HANDS.  Fuck their algorithm, roll your own!  (I use Feedly, but I dunno, they might be a paid thing now?  IDEK.)

And really...I'm literally thinking of brushing up on my web coding NOW (or at least my "tweak this template" version of coding) to make myself a basic professional writing portfolio page.

So yeah.  Learning HTML HAS been useful.  The problems I had to fix are probably somewhat not problems anymore on the modern web, but the modern web has new problems, amirite?  And one of those is people hating the slick corporatism all around them.  I mean...I'm charmed as hell every time I'm reminded that Neocities exists.

Go forth.  Make A Thing.


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Sep. 30th, 2025 06:38 pm
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I really need better friends. It says a lot how I can't talk to anyone about the string of traumatic incidents in the last 16 months, and have to actively pretend they didn't happen around people who knew my ex. I feel unsafe talking about personal things around people I thought were my friends because they'll use it against it me or read me in bad faith. If anything bad happens to me, absolutely no one will have my back.

I just really don't know how to find better friends. I haven't used Discord in a while but a DM I sent expressing discomfort over sharing a GC was left unanswered. Just like I expected. How do you even find people who are mutually interested in what you make, what you have to say, your personal life, etc. Feels like friends nowadays are just people you send memes to, or sounding boards.

There are entire albums, former passions, and hobbies I can't touch anymore because it reminds me of how fucking cruel my ex was to me by dumping me to the curb and refusing to contact me "until I get better". Trying to date diagnosed sociopaths: Not even once.

Love me some Pho

Sep. 30th, 2025 02:55 pm
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I always think it's great whenever a Pho restaurant leans into the rhyme. Here is the latest one I just saw:

https://www.whadaphosf.com/

Awhile ago I decided to try making my own pho broth, and it came out really well. I happened to already have some beef bones, so I followed a YouTube video that I can't find any more. I made it more or less the traditional way, by roasting beef bones, and then slow cooking that in water with all the spices and onion and fish sauce and MSG.

But this video is much shorter and it takes only 2 hours. I trust this guy especially based on what I learned from the 2 day broth video.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yslkYSjAPh4&t=436s
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In case I haven't worn you all out nattering about Earthsea yet, here's some more. On Friday when I finished the Cycle I went online, as one does, and discovered that last year there was published a graphic novel edition of A Wizard of Earthsea, the first book in the series. So naturally this weekend I had to run out and buy it and read it all at once. The art was done by Fred Fordham and the project was overseen by Le Guin's son, Theo (she having passed away in 2018). 

Theo, like Le Guin herself, was trepidatious about any visual representation of Earthsea, after decades of white character designs; white, middle-aged actors; and general tom-fuckery when it comes to representing Le Guin's work. It wasn't until Theo saw Fordham's work in To Kill a Mockingbird that he first considered it might be worthwhile to consider a graphic novel adaptation of his mother's work, and so here we are.

Fordham appears to have been the right man for the job--this graphic novel edition of A Wizard of Earthsea captures the characters as Le Guin may have envisioned them when she wrote. Theo in his forward acknowledges that one of the beautiful things about how the characters are described in Le Guin's work--enough to give an idea of their appearance, but also vague enough that readers can all use their own imaginations to some degree--becomes limited when creating an "official" visual representation of those characters. So he considers Fordham's designs just one of many possible looks for these characters, but one that cleaves to his mother's original descriptions. 

His expressions neatly capture the shift in Ged's attitude over his schooling at Roke, from the proud, angry boy who first arrives to the sobered, haunted young man who departs.

Nearly all of the wording in the book is lifted directly from the original novel, which means Le Guin's original hard-hitting dialogue and beautiful descriptions of Earthsea survive to accompany Fordham's gorgeous scenic illustrations. He really captures the moody atmosphere of some of the book's darker moments, while also creating some truly stunning vistas of the ocean, which of course is a considerable part of the world for the characters of Earthsea (who live in an archipelago). I particularly enjoyed some of the rainy scenes--felt just like home here in the PNW!

He also does a great job making Ged and the Lookfar feel small on some of Ged's journeys. Looking at it some of these full-page spreads, you really feel that Ged is just one young wizard on his own in a vast and unknowable world. 

If I had any issues, it's only that some of the palettes run quite dark, so that a few panels can be almost impossible to distinguish unless you're looking at the book directly under a light source, and that there is some occasional visual awkwardness (not sure how to describe this--maybe Fordham used a 3D rendering tool and it shows?)

Overall, I was delighted with this, and I really hope Fordham and Theo press on to do Tombs of Atuan as well--I would love to see Tenar and Atuan rendered as well!

x-post with additions

Sep. 28th, 2025 10:58 pm
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[for context, I started getting into making Littlest Pet Shop customs after the con last one. I'm 80% done with one and just started on a second.]

not to be shrill but i HATE how most toys are blind boxes (etc) now. this is probably one of the worst times to be a kid lol, not only are parents stupid and have youtube raise them, everything is expensive, but so many toys are basically glorified gambling. kids toys, fyi, not adult collectibles like tokidoki or labubu (i still hate that ugly shit…)

blah blah i know that blind bags and booster packs always existed. but it wasn’t the main form toys were sold. it wasn’t even this bad a decade ago, the mlp blind bags were fun because it was a side thing. after work i decided to see what LPS were in stock, and they were ALL blind boxes. i used to be into those zuru unicorn squad toys because my old job discounted them, but as soon as i got my favorite character i stopped and donated all my other ones to goodwill. but i kind of forget it existed until now because it was a short lived phase and there’s stupid ass axolotls and mini brands now.

this shit is just wasting money, gambling, and encourages scalping. and shoplifting but honestly this shit deserves to be stolen, it sucks!

the irony is that i got a blind box anyway because they’re $5 and i figured whoever is inside i’ll use as my next custom. and i got the rare one on my first try. but i don’t even like it.

 

Look mom! I killed another one!

Sep. 28th, 2025 07:45 pm
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Guess who picked up a super fun comic, tore through three trades, then wanted to find folks talking about it and searched on BluSky... to find it got cancelled the very day she picked it up? AYUP.

Why aren't people buying super fun team comics?? *shakes fist at universe*
(yes it was cancelled due to poor sales)

The comic in question? Birds of Prey, written by Kelly Thompson. It had team! Quips! Competency! Siblings! Big Barda and Tiny Bat!! Muscles and mind-controlled beefcakes!

The last issue comes out in December and I'd prefer to pick up the trade. When I went to check if we'd even get volume 4 - comics! they treat us so well! - there was some good sprinkled in there. Firstly, she's pitching a new book at DC featuring a couple of the characters from BoP. My feral mind is slamming both fists on the table, chanting "Big and tiny! Big and tiny!" Probably not but gimme.

Secondly, Thompson's heading up the new Buffy and Angel run at Dynamite!
In my early days trying to figure out how to be a writer and what stories mattered to me and why — no heroine quite broke through for me like Buffy Summers.

She was somehow everything my young geek heart had always wanted but hadn’t known to ask for. Something about that delicate alchemy of horror, fantasy, and comedy paired with a hero so pure of heart and yet flawed and relatable was… impossible to deny. I fell deeply in love with Buffy, and following that, her whole world. Her ex-boyfriend is now a supernatural detective in Los Angeles you say? Inject it directly into my veins! But unlike a lot of other worlds I loved, the world of Buffy and Angel somehow never fell to the wayside. I could always come back to it and find something new, or something I’d missed, or something I needed. And I hope this new story we’re telling can do the same for old and new fans everywhere.

Thank god BOOM! lost the license because oof. Outside of the pretty covers and first issue, that was rough to say the least.

But I'm excited for this! We could, dare I say it, get a good Buffy comic.

When life gives you prunes

Sep. 27th, 2025 09:35 pm
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I found out that those who broke into my storage unit took with them most of my videogames and consoles, including my nintendo switch. I invested hundreds of dollars on all of that and its gone.

I'm not sure if my other games are still around anymore, but I doubt it.

The sole thing that I can consider positive today is that the soda machine returned most of my money after buying a coke. I only spent ¢.25 cents like in the good, ol' days.

Personality Test

Sep. 27th, 2025 07:23 pm
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The Chat AI creating a personality test and comparing it to a #Renamon personality letting me know I'm a Rookie Level Renamon is probably the best thing I've read in a while.

"Fire Beneath the Silence"

Sep. 26th, 2025 09:53 pm
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[Intro]
Beneath the quiet, something unseen
A burden, years in the making...

[Verse 1]
A very young, empathetic youth,
Trying to understand what's just,
Which should he protect?
He has a strong morality.

Reckless and risky,
A future ruler saves him
Coming, stopping the boy
From drowning in the sea

Shadows at table, voices sharp as flame,
Learns to hide his questions, swallowing the blame.
A weak spark inside, flickering to be seen,
But silence is his armor, in halls where he's unseen.

Looked on in disdain,
Cast down in shame
Failure associated with his name...

[Chorus]
Burning fire beneath the silence,
Through his turmoil, there is violence.
Banished from his home,
Traveling through lands unknown...

With a little hope, he'll learn to grow.

[Verse 2]
While in exile, a troubling quest,
Seeking a legend, a pressing test
Around him, a kind and wise relative,
He defies the love Uncle gives

Fury and aggression are the fuel,
These heavy emotions barely cool.
Obsessed with restoring what's lost,
While not fully knowing of the cost.

Fragmented resolve,
How will he evolve?
Inside, there is longing,
Just beside the doubting.

Rarely smiling, always stormy
Intense, and often brooding
Is his honor worth restoring?

[Chorus]
Burning fire beneath the silence,
Through his turmoil, there is violence.
Banished from his home,
Traveling through lands unknown...

With a little hope, he'll learn to grow.

[Bridge]
Haunted by choices made,
Scars that never seem to fade.
Gazing at his reflection,
Searching for direction.

In the quiet, the question molds,
"Who am I, if not what I was told...?"

[Verse 3]
Pathological liar,
An intimidating sister.
Webs of manipulation,
Reveal a messy situation

Games of deceit on play,
Tempting to push his self away.
He lashes out in the fray
While Uncle is betrayed...

There's no honor in lies,
Loyalty to Father he denies,
Because he has opened his eyes.

Realizing where he should be,
He changes course to true destiny.

[Final Chorus]
Burning fire beneath the silence,
Through his turmoil, there is violence.
From an abused boy to a man, he's grown
A stronger hold on right from wrong,
His inner fire burning strong...

No longer lost!
Regained a bonded trust!
Rising from ashes, he finally belongs.

Here's the music to go with the lyrics! I LOVE THIS SO MUCH!